..in total Symbiosis.. :)

huh.. here we are :)

we drove to this music festival close to Yosemiti National Park (BEAUTIFUL nature!! :D and I had an incredible intense and fulfilling weekend! I lived, experienced and felt many things and it will probably take some time to process all this.. it was like a big BANG and I found myself amongst all this beautiful people, loving hearts and so much inspiration and creativity! I listened to Atmos, Kox Box, Halicinogen, Perfect Stranger, Ace Ventura and Sphongle and it was EPIC!! haha :D ..yeah.. danced a lot, went on many trips through the forest and to different planes.
was happy, that I didn't have to sell something.. that I just could be there to participate in devine love. Missed Liz a lot.. a lot.. A LOT! yeah.. was quite an experience, but I guess, good to go through all these stages, to hear the inner voice clearer and clearer.

oh yes.. and Celia went to the festival.. after driving back the 1000 miles ;) so I had the perfect rideshare to my bike. I drove about 7 hours during the night and did a pretty good job! :D gives me faith in my driving skills and this is what I need for future things, that may come :)
so today I'm doing all my little jobs and changed the chain.. 170 bucks for a chain and a lock :P but however.. it will last longer than my plans to ride it. was a bit tricky to change it, but could use Gerhards tools :D awesome guy!! speaks better German than English and got all the help I needed! ..was the same place, where it was impossible before to do some service on my bike.. but guess, I got luckier by the time.. HAHA :D ..ah.. kissed by love, living the devine! I'm looking so much forward to meet Liz again on 1.10. in Seattle..

so the plan is to start tomorrow to Vancouver Island.. there I might spend up to 5 days, chilling out on the beach and meeting interesting people :) but also riding my dragon for some more days.. riding it save (service has been made ;) and reflecting upon me and my life. it will be good, to have some time to make my own way.. I'm sure, that it will lead me to Liz.. there's no reason, why not to give in to all this beautiful things, happening in my life :) I always was a heart follower and will continue to be so ;) hehe :) I think this will be great.. it will be the GREATEST thing of my life.. it already is! :D
so yes.. once more.. letting go of old things, making room for new things. go with the flow. follow your heart. make things happen. everything is possible and with all my being, with all I experienced and lived, I start a new episode of my life. being there for somebody, that appreciates you in the same loving way as you do, somebody that cares about you and you care about, somebody to share all the love, beauty and pleasure of this universe! :)
HELL YEAH!! :D ..that sound's good to me ;)

I'll be taking care of my dreads.. that are starting to look more and more bad ass ;) hehe ;)) hmm.. will have to see then, how this works with my next job, but at the moment I enjoy just twisting my hair to something really tribal looking.. totally wicked!! there will be pictures of this! haha ;)

I guess, this is it for the moment.. writing a new song about the ocean and the sky.. :) always nice to be inspired!! :D haha :D

big hug and all my love to everybody out there!! sometimes I wonder, who the heck wants to read all this stuff exept my mom ;) hehe :)

thanks for being out there!!

..living as the kings..

hi there :)

I think you should know about this.. I made it with train and bus to San Jose (a little bit down to the south, but still SF Area). I got picked up by Allison and ended up in a multi million dollar mansion with pool, tennis court and all kind of fancy stuff ;) I'm having a private bathroom with tub in the "African" room.. it's just totally amazing!! :)
I eat incredible tasty food and had inspiring discussions with the people here (..of course spreading the word of my new plans and how exciting life is at the moment ;) we made some music together and are having a great time!

of course, I miss Liz and finally my phone is working, so we can text each other :) ..even her Dad agrees with our plans and her picky friends seem to like me ;) hehe :) of course, why not ;) hehe :) I wonder if my family and friends already know about it.. hope to receive some support from back home. but I guess none of my friends would be unhappy about the latest events in my life ;) :)) ..so tomorrow we head out for Symbiosis and I will make it happen to find some work here along the west coast. like this, we can save some money for the coming trip.. it's as crazy as it sounds and it will be fucking amazing!! (not to say, totally epic! :D

sending my love out to the world and be blessed! :)

..two hearts bursting of love..

..phew... what should I say.. here I am, sitting at a computer in Oakland, where friends of Liz's parents live. they are incredible kind and helped us totally out!
Liz is gone.. on her way to the airport. If the universe still supports us, we will meet again. either here on the west coast or in New York. The future is uncertain, but whatever comes, I want to continue with Liz in my life!!
it might seem very much in a rush, to make plans for five years in just five days, but it's nothing more than the reflection of deep and true love between two beings in this universe, embracing their divinity! ..it's the most beautiful thing, that ever happened to me! never loved the way I love Liz before!! I met many beautiful hearts in my life and sometimes the way there was long and stony, but never ever before, somebody would enter my heart in such a loving and caring way!
I feel, that there are no words (and no way) to describe what is going on in me.. but if you know me, know about my mind and about my heart, then you might be able to get a slight touch of it.
if there was ever a person, I wanted to spend my life with, to make it more colorful, more tasteful, more joyful, then it's Liz!

my burning love.. :D

this is a seperate post just for Liz, the most amazing and most beautiful person, I've ever met!!! :D

we met on the psy trance floor on saturday morning and somehow we ended up cuddling in the chill out tent.. she is 22 years old and has lived all over the world (her parents are american ambassadors). she speaks German and Russian (I'm learning this now ;) hehe :) and she is totally beautiful in her mind, her spirit and her body.. she is one of the girls, that every man would fall for and I never, never ever had such a good chemisty with a girl as with her.. :D

so yes.. we have totally fallen in love and are about to change our plans.. in fact, we already did ;) haha :D ..she flies soon back to New York to sub rent her apartment and I get my motorbike down to California. then we meet again and try to make some money here in California.. then we might head back to NY to get her things ready (and having a great time in NY ;) and we would buy a Jeep and head down together to South America :) ..maybe a trailer for the bike and maybe I just leave it somewhere and see in one year, what I'm going to do with it.. I just think, travelling together is much more beautiful than riding a motorbike ;) she is AWESOME!!! I never had such mind changing experiences.. so when the white-out (sandstorm in the desert) stopped for a while, we went from the chill out tent to some other places and we passed the Orgy-Dome and decided to eve drop for a moment.. there were some couples inside and a total beautiful, lovely atmosphere.. so we sat down and shortly after we were into loving each other, having the most spectacular, inspiring and thrilling first time ever!!! :D ..and I would never have thought, to be able to do this and far less even having a lot of fun doing it!! :D haha :)))) so we were pretty inspiring, I guess ;) at a certain moment, I turned my head around and there were a dozen people sitting.. probably waiting for some space to make love to their parter :) ..oh my god.. this was one of this very deep, mind opening experiences.. and Liz is much more than this! haha :D she is so incredible loving and caring, has such a beautiful mind and horizon and she is SOOO much fun!!! :D we are such a beautiful, lovely couple.. we want to give it a try.. I kinda like the idea to reach the end of Argentina with Liz.. and then to move on together to some place.. she understands me in a very special way.. I met many woman, that pushed me away, because they can not handle my love and my need for being close.. but Liz does.. in fact, she is exactly like that and the hottest girl, that I've ever met!! :D blessed me!! thank you so much mighty universe, for leading us into each other!! :D ..we are both special persons, that do great things in their life, that believe, everything had to happen this way, to bring us to this very moment!

it's a pleasure to have her around.. people like her for she is so friendly, helpful and positive! She is exactly the person I'd like to have on my side.. (and we're having best sex ever!!!! HAHAHA :D blessed me!! ;) :))

yeah.. feel really, really happy and looking forward to all the new things.. I feel free to change all my plans, to do what my heart tells me and to follow the flow of the universe! ..you never know, what future brings and we are aware of that.. we live day by day and see how we feel.. but she is one of these persons, I could imagine to spend my whole life together, discovering ourselves everyday a new (or better.. creating ourselves everyday anew). WOW!!

be inspired by my love and sending you my best energies and blessings!!

may you be full of love as well! :D

..MINDBLAST and Transformation!

my dear friends and family :)

here I am back and don't know where to start.. things happened, that changed my plans (and my life ;) ..hmm.. so it was a 1000 mile drive down from Vernon to Black Rock Desert.

it worked out with my early entry pass and I arrived on Saturday noon, helped setting up the camp and lightwired the art truck of the Barbie Death Camp :)

hmm.. there is one thing about Burning Man, that you have to know:

you can't understand it, unless you have been there by yourself!

every attempt to explain it, will fail pathetically, but I gonna try anyway ;)

imagine a city, build like a clock.. streets from 10 o'clock down to 6 o'clock and up to 2 o'clock. then there were streets from A - K .. so you could find any place by knowing the "time" and Letter of the corner.. there were 40 000 people out in the desert and the only things that you could buy was ice and coffee in the center camp. everything else you had to bring by yourself.. water, food and whatever else you want to take out in the desert ;) people made themecamps and threw parties there.. so most groups have one or two events, where they offer workshops, drinks, sound and a lot of other fun stuff.. like battling in the Thunderdome or Flamethrower shooting range ;)

there were hundreds of art trucks.. equipped with sound, lit up in the night and of course.. flamethrowers to bring on the heat! :D haha :D ..I have never seen something that crazy! and I want to go again!!! they had about 150 art sculptures, where you could get in or climb on (haven't seen a lot of them, because being so busy and distracted ;) people ride their fancy bikes or trikes or other strange vehicles.. there were a lot of burning and flaming things around.. the world most dangerous festival.. haha ;) imagine thousands of bottles of propane somewhere out in the desert in 40 degrees Celsius ;) haha :D

so the festival consisted out of meeting tons of really cool people.. everybody has it's cup, where you get free drinks and coffee in the morning at the coffee-camp. there was a pancake place and you could go to yoga, massage, healing, music, firespinning.. oh my god.. there is no end! you can never ever imagine, what is going on, out in the desert.. there was an airport, ranger and medical stations. and all runs on the vibe of sharing and gifting.. people invite each other and nothing does cost anything. OH MY GOD!!!! THIS IS SOOOOO AWESOME!!! it's the way the world should work.. I have been deeply touched and transformed by this loving vibe!!

in the night, there were a lot, lot, lot places where you could go dancing on the playa (Playa is the middle part.. the center of the clock.. it's probably 1 km in diameter).

so I tripped around and had the best time ever!!! :D ..of course.. the desert goes pretty harsh on you. the alkaline sand makes cracking your skin. so from time to time I washed my feet with vinegar to avoid the worst..

oh.. yes.. by the way.. I got my hair dreadded :D I anyway wanted to do that and the Playa-dust is just perfect for it. (hope you will like it Mom ;) hehe ;)) ..that's a really new experience and it makes me look much more tribal.. *howl* :D now I'm wrapping them up every day a little bit and it will still take quite a while until they become really tight.. but they look already cool! :D

I haven't taken pics (maybe five :P ) ..so I will skimm through the internet and download some to make a picture album on my site. I'm sure, there are people that anyway took better shots of the things I want to show in my album.. so give me some more days and there will be a nice sortiment of what I call Burning Man experience! :))

I was cycling a lot around.. found some psy trance and a lot of cool spots and camps and friends.. mostly just for a night or a day and then I ended up somewhere else and it was OK like this.. it's meant to travel, to change and to journey out by yourself.

hmm.. I feel, that I know barely put 1% of what I experienced and this is only 1% of the festival.. so GO THERE!! SEE IT!!! it's so much worth it! ..be a burner! haha :D